Devious Journal Entry
Journal Entry: Tue Jan 1, 2008, 12:17 PM
And just like that my world was turned upside down.I'm not sure what's finally hit me the hardest.That i'm alone,or that i'm in love with someone who,at the end of the day reminds me that i'm all alone.
But hey,maybe that's what love is.Maybe love is the pain you get from not being with someone.The pain that you feel at the bottom of your heart when you get closer and closer to this person,yet you know nothing is going to happen,despite what you want or hope for.
But my point in writing this is that,how do i keep going on when this pain keeps coming back?It's one thing to live with it if you've never had someone to hold before.But it's different if you've had it before and your use to putting feelings into something,or having something to just hold.
Though i don't think i can keep doing that.I don't think i can keep all this emotion locked up anymore.And i'm afraid who might get the lashings or who might find the crazy side of me.All i know is that i'm sick of this feeling deep at the bottom of my heart whenever i get close to her...because i don't think it'll work out.it'd take to much to sacrifice.
- Mood:
Regretful - Listening to: Across the Universe
- Drinking: my favorite
Devious Comments
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"to feel use, to feel lust, to feel wanted for once, know there's somebody else who's dying to feel anything. Ready and Willing"-Self Against City--
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"to feel use, to feel lust, to feel wanted for once, know there's somebody else who's dying to feel anything. Ready and Willing"-Self Against City--
you don't have to use this. i was being bored so i desided to make yo an icon. i can make you some different ones if you want, just let me know. if you want something, not quite as stupid, just tell me what you want too. hehe, i'm taking up more space than i thought i would. ^_^ later!
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Tu es m'etoile
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I like cheese!
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"to feel use, to feel lust, to feel wanted for once, know there's somebody else who's dying to feel anything. Ready and Willing"-Self Against City--
1 - Post these rules
2 - Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3 - Tags should write a journal of these facts
4 - At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
5 - Go to their page and leave a comment telling them theyve been tagged
1. i heart pizza. my grandma thought it was amusing enough to create a song about it. "pizza in the morning, pizza in the evening, pizza in the afternoon!"
2. if you walked into my room, you would be able to tell if a girl or boy lived here without close examination. i kinda like it that way. mostly because, to clean my room, i'd have to make a mess of it. and clean rooms make me clausterphobic.
3. telling people eight things about myself is way harder than it should be. *shakes head incredulously*
4. i love my friends!!
5. i sing and play guitar, piano, and violin (though i hate the violin with a pasion)
6. i totally love to draw. when i was little, i wanted to be a artist, just like my mom. ^_^
7. contrary to popular belief, my favorite colors are pink and blue. black just looks best on me. *winks*
8. i love quotes, be them from movies(which i like), books (which i heart) or music (which i love) i will find them!!!
1. - he's crazy cool.
2. - best friend since third grade.
3. - another of the greatest people you'll ever meet.
4. - great artist, coolio person. we fail together.
5. - watches me, and is a pretty coolio person.
6. watches me.
can i tag back? *is sad, cuz that's all i know*
do you kow how rediculously long it took me to complete this!?!? geez!
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Tu es m'etoile
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I like cheese!
I'm not sure what to say after that.I guess that's all besides.....I Love You!
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This is farewell to you and I,this will all end in tragedy.
--bc im easily amused..this is what i want to do to you. jk. ily
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"to feel use, to feel lust, to feel wanted for once, know there's somebody else who's dying to feel anything. Ready and Willing"-Self Against City--
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This is farewell to you and I,this will all end in tragedy.
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"to feel use, to feel lust, to feel wanted for once, know there's somebody else who's dying to feel anything. Ready and Willing"-Self Against City--
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"to feel use, to feel lust, to feel wanted for once, know there's somebody else who's dying to feel anything. Ready and Willing"-Self Against City--
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"to feel use, to feel lust, to feel wanted for once, know there's somebody else who's dying to feel anything. Ready and Willing"-Self Against City--
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"to feel use, to feel lust, to feel wanted for once, know there's somebody else who's dying to feel anything. Ready and Willing"-Self Against City--
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"to feel use, to feel lust, to feel wanted for once, know there's somebody else who's dying to feel anything. Ready and Willing"-Self Against City--
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This is farewell to you and I,this will all end in tragedy.
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"to feel use, to feel lust, to feel wanted for once, know there's somebody else who's dying to feel anything. Ready and Willing"-Self Against City--
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